Wednesday, October 22, 2008


Anxious, pounding, fearful
crawling, falling, failing
reasoning, rationing,

But getting nowhere..
From time to time I have these motivational spurts where I feel like i can do anything and everything. And from time to time I become so apathetic that I feel like I will literally sleep life away.

I feel guilty when..
I miss class
I eat too much 
I don't pray
I think mean thoughts
I say things without processes them
I get really angry

Where I need to be?
Somewhere in the middle

But birds can fly so high or they can shit on your head...but when you look at them and you see that they're beautiful thats how I feel

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