FREE R. KELLY !!!!

I was going through some files and found the whole first season of boondocks in my videos. LOL I kno dnt judge me. But here is one of my fav episodes.
Season 1 episode 2: The Trial of R. Kelly

And remember

"An injustice anywhere is an injustice anywhere"

-Sista Soulja as quoted by R. Kelly

But Blogger wouldnt let me uplopad it in one file cause it was too big and I dnt know how to break it down so I just stole em from youtube, lol.

Bus ride

OMG I really hate when I get anxious over the dumbest things. So I caught the shuttle to school this morning and instead of being dropped off at the circle I needed to be dropped off at hale. But instead of saying something at the beginning like everybody else, I turn the idea over in my head the entire ride causing myself to become nervous about asking the driver to drop me off at hale! So we approach the circle and I become more and more nervous thinking "Oh no I have to ask him now" luckily someone else needed to be dropped off over here too and all I had to add was a nervous "me too". Oh the things I put myself through....

In my mind

Good and evil, dark and light are one I the same…

So I really don’t like this topic but because I don’t have money for books this is the only one I over heard because I was half listening. I don’t believe this topic in fact I think jus the opposite. I tried to make myself see their perspective but it didn’t work. Maybe if they explained what they meant. I tried to take it as negation but that didn’t work either cause if light and dark and good and evil cancel eachother out wut will be left? I keep thinking of black and white I mean will the universe jus be gray? Lolol its so weird to think about it. I love my friends but they are entirely exhausting. I don’t like this exercise. Its dumb. I see where she is comin from but its still dumb. Ha! Ive been told I create good images, but iono cause its jus me bein me. My writing teacher is weird cause you cant really grade poetry but if you could I wonder what grades I would have received. My phone is completely off. Isn’t it sad? : ( but yea iono. Josh gave me and assignment of writing a poem by sat. ehh sometimes I wish I could just pry into other people’s head space to see what they’re thinking. That would be revolutionary and I’d be able to understand people so much more. Not that I don’t get them jus that its hard for me to care if they don’t catch my interest. And that concept I know is somewhat self centered but idk how to come outta my own head space. I think that’s part of the reason im such an individual cause I do wut I do and I like what I like and if you don’t do it or don’t like it. Oh the fuck well ho cause this is me. (dori moment) lol. So I guess ill blog this free write. Why not?

Well fuhdahsheeit

You know I really see why people have so much drama in their lives. they have drama cause they want drama. I'm sorry but I did nothing to you and you arent gonna make me feel like I need to get on my knees and grovel just so you can part your lips to speak to me. In fact you're doing just the opposite, you are making me dislike you, ok to get to the core of how you are really making me feel toward you, you are making me detest your very existence and other people like you, you are like rotting meat and no one like rotting meat. lol. Ok maybe tht that bad but you sure are getting on my damned nerves. And I almost spoke to you today, then I caught myself cause I had to think and remember that you werent speaking to me, lol. You see how dumb this is? It is a natural thing for me to want to speak, im so used to it but i have to censor myself because you decided to be mad at me for no reason. And even if in some way I did offend you the grown up thing to do is to inform me of my offense. Not walk around with an attitude cause you are the only one mad sweetie not me. But yea it only takes once to cross me, you had your chance, so even wen you are done with your fit, we are through.

dori moment
P.S. I think ill speak to you anyway just to be spiteful, lol

P.S.S. sprngohsisgahprahlums

fuhdatsheeit and gitdafuhovaitho

Birds

Anxious, pounding, fearful

crawling, falling, failing

reasoning, rationing,

But getting nowhere..

From time to time I have these motivational spurts where I feel like i can do anything and everything. And from time to time I become so apathetic that I feel like I will literally sleep life away.

I feel guilty when..

I miss class

I eat too much 

I don't pray

I think mean thoughts

I say things without processes them

I get really angry

Where I need to be?

Somewhere in the middle

But birds can fly so high or they can shit on your head...but when you look at them and you see that they're beautiful thats how I feel about.....life