Because this whole carrying your baby and still being in love with you while you silently ravage my heart with each passing day that you dont pick up the phone to just dial and say hey, say bye, say something!!! thing is getting old. Because the nothing is tearing me apart. The silence is killing me, I want you to want to call me, I want you to want to feel my belly when he kicks, I dont want jasper, jacob nor tim, because unfortunately it was none of them who penetrated me with their seed, so it isnt them I need, I need you.
No, what am I saying? I need that damn delete button.