Frankie is still sick and she doesn't know how she is gonna manage to pull herself up and do all the shit she has to do 2nite. Its gonna be a rough one....

I didnt even blog today but i can keep my compsoure and wriete a bollflg

The only 3

So I read both of yall blogs and omg Im feelin yall in all aspects umm its weird cause its like we are all at that place in our life right now where its just IDK stagnant. Ive felt like this for a looonnngggg time and stagnancy in my book usually leads me to feeling purposeless BUT Ive just recently decided to have some hope. I mean Dori your father can probably run laps around me in the advice department but hey here is a little bit: HOPE! And Maya mundane people and just the same ole shit everyday, Im witcha bruh! Im just looking for that thing that's different, that's gonna pop out at me and say YES FRANKIE! But I guess thats the problem, lets create our own epiphany instead of waiting for it. Lets be contructive and stop being lazy and do something. Shit lets make a band, write some songs, record some shit. Lets DO something. we all know that school alone doesnt fill that spot. to be honest I just cant get hard off it, school moves to slow for my mind. and to be honest yall the only niggas that can keep my attention. LOL. So I come today saying I understand where you coming from so lets get up and makes some plans for where we are about to go. Encourage eachother and act a damn fool at the same time, We are the Crayonz and music is our boyfriend so FUCK NIGGAS and GET MONEY! lol anyway yall know what I mean tho. I love yall hoes especially since we are the only 3 that still blog.

So WHAT!

I hate formal presentations I have yet to make it into a Public Speaking class and I have no idea how im gonna make it through! ahhhhhhh. anyway Mr man you can shove it and yes I know I said umm 20 times! And yes I was nervous you are just angry because Im intelligent young beautiful and articulate and you are just riff raff! Ok I think im done.

Plesant Surprise

A very pleasant night I must say. Breath of fresh air, although brisk, still refreshing indeed. In fact I dont think I feel inclined to write about it, I think Ill just ever so silently reflect and bask in the unmarked possibilities.

Nite

Dancing Machine

Dancing! Dancing!! Dancing!!! Doing the butt dun dun dun da. Yea bruh I am a dancing extrodinaire ask dori I raped that Christmas dance. chea!!!!

Everything happens for a reason. Right?

Sometimes I wonder about the phrase "everything happens for a reason" Now granted Im a forgetful person but she really coulda let me go. I sit back and wonder what was the purpose of that, was I supposed to learn some great and valuable lesson or is it just added torture to an already miserable existence. Dont get me wrong Im handling this much better than usual Frankie would. By now I would have cried and told the girl off for not letting me have my way. So I guess we'll call them growing pains. Ill suck it up and just say I need to be more responsible and less forgetful. Ehh this amount of maturity is scary for me. Nobody to blame but me, and even further not eactly blaming myself but just owning up to it and doing something about it. TAKE THAT BPD TAKE THAT RIGHT IN THE ASS, lol.

PS. Guys Im ok, and no I didnt break down.

toodles